| Eliza Dushku ( @ 2002-10-28 22:47:00 |
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| Current music: | The Verve - Bittersweet Symphony |
So I should update.
Hello hello first off..Its nice seeing Jimmy again, cause hi I love him. We've been having lots of making love sessions and I aint one to complain, I love when he makes love to me.
Though weve been doing it alot more recently...I arrivied in New York:
1) The limo
2) Our apartment floor
3) pressed up against the door inside his apartment
4) the bathroom
5) his bed
6) kitchen counter
7) The sofa
8) the shower
This is in the span of...*thinks* 6 hours? Yes. But hey..I am not complaining at all.
I love Jimmy, I can honestly say that with all my heart and im glad about that.
I think back at the times when I thought david loved me, when I thought he was the one for me. I would sit there and take his slaps, his insults, and trust me, im not one to take shit, but I did, GOD knows why. But I took it in like a woman, until I decided to stop being a fucking idiot and I broke it off, and you know what? Smartest move of my life, I feel so much better. Now when I wake up, I love to see the sun shining down on my face, I love to take morning showers, feel the cool water against my smooth skin. I love to get dressed, go to work, come back and know I have someone to kiss, to hold and call mine and know he feels the same way. I was watching Cruel Intentions earlier and I dont know what I would do if my boyfriend died..I honestly dont.
To all those who have found true love, dont let it escape. I know I wont.